Mary943’s Weblog

offeringWhat kind of atmosphere do we create?  I want to create a heavenly one.  I am tired of falling into gossip, I am tired of grumbling and complaining.  I want to die completely to myself.  I want to live in the spirit.  I need to renew my mind daily, and die daily.  This world has nothing for me, I am an alien.  I want to be saturated with the atmosphere of the throne.  Ephesians 2:4 says that I am seated in heavenly places with Christ Jesus.  I want to experience the reality of that.  He is inside me, the kingdom of heaven is within me.  I want to bring it on earth as it is in heaven.  I will.  I want the eyes of my spirit to be enlightened, I want to be completely in His light.  I want to know him, the Hope of Glory.  I want to see the revelatory realm of heaven.  In Colosians it says to seek the things that are above.  I seek those things, I desire nothing here.  I want to live in my spirit, I want to visit heaven, I want to have encounters with Jesus.  I can go boldly before the throne of grace anytime I want because I have been seated in heavenly places with Him.  I am going deeper.  I do not have religion, religion does not exist in my world, only a relationship with him.  I don’t care what it costs anymore, I commited to that lastnight, whatever it costs, I will do it.  The mighty rushing wind is blowing my way, in Jesus name.  I want one of those hot coals, I want to bring the kingdom of heaven to earth.  I am sick of my flesh, it is just a shell.  I am not a human with a spirit, I am a spirit with a human shell.  The day that the flesh was crowned is over, Jesus paid the price, because of him, I can rightfully take back what beongs to me.  I can and I will live in the spirit.  We are only here for a little while, none of these earthly things matter, can’t take them with us.  I am gonna add to my eternity instead.  I choose you Lord, this day I choose to serve you and only you, I love you more than words can say.  I have finally found what everyone longs for, true love.  And when you come and be intimate with me, nothing in this world can compare, no physical person or thing.  I long for your intimacy, I long for you to speak to me, I long for your presence that penetrates my entire being.  I love your embrace, I love the wind that comes when we worship you.  I love you, I am in love with you, I will never turn back.  I fail you time after time, but I will never give up.  You will never leave me, nothing is too hard, you have given me the power.  You said if I abide in you, you will abide in me.  Everyday is an exciting adventure now that I have seen more of you.  But I will always want more, you are all I want, all I need.  I don’t want to do the things I need to do during the day, I just want to drown in your presence.  But you are with me all through the day in all I do.  I want the Spirit of the Lord to make his home in me, I want him to dwell there, rest his head there.  I want the Spirit of Wisdom and Revelation.  I want you to share you secrets with me Lord.  I believe you, I believe your words, and I am enlightened by your words more everyday.  Your word is water to my soul, I need it more than physical water, I will dry up and die without it.  I need more of you.  I long for all of you, I want to do your will, not mine.  My knowledge is different than yours.  I need you to teach me, lead me, guide me.  Because of your amazing grace, I will do the things you desire.  I will go out, bringing the kingdom, and bringing the signs and wonders that follow.  I follow you.  I reach for you.  I want to leave an atmosphere of you everywhere I go.  When I go into a store, I believe that people will be healed and see angelic encounters without even a word just from the atmosphere of you left in that place.  I believe in all you say, all of it, and  I want your will to be done on earth as it is in heaven.  I believe in the impossible.  I will bring the possibilities of heaven to earth, because you have given it to me.  I desire to do your will Lord, pour your Spirit upon me like never before, I am hungry for you.  This is my prayer, Saturate me with The atmosphere and presence of you,  so that people might know you, so that we all might know your Glory.  I love you Lord.